Sunday, December 14, 2008


yayee for snow this blog is totally random. hah i'm bored waiting for my "boyfriend"--- andrew to hurry the fuck up and get ready so we can go shopping! yes. finish up. i think i should have been done last night but i keep getting side tracked and shopping for myself. sammy shopping i like to call it bad bad bad!!!

random thoughts:
+ im so happy
+ good weekend; good company
+ four christmases
- i bought myself almost everything on my christmas list
- mama leaves and i only got to see her once while she was here
+ hello bay area -- january come soon!
- working 8 days straight
+ i love my roommates
+ baby dewey : im focused
- tooo much beer & too much drinking
- i miss my little eSKOMO.
+ yayee snow!! its so pretty

one of my favorite christmas songs.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Andrew does work

Boyz II Men - Let It Snow

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

some people's children

so it bugs the hell outta me when dudes say that there are no good girls out there. seriously there are HELLA good girls out there. just because you're not the dude she wants at the moment doesn't mean that shes not a good girl. that just means you're not the dude for her. most girls really do know what they want. and know when they're missing out on something good.

i've been in that situation. yes i've met a guy or two that has been really good to me; treated me like a million bucks. but you know what?? he wasn't exactly what i wanted at the moment. he wasn't someone that i wanted to be with, commit to, and after awhile i didn't even want to date him. why settle when you know that there's something better out there? or even when there's something better right in front of you. when i find mr. right or even mr. right now it'll set me straight.

i know a lot of you thought that LP was the dude for me. but no. yes he treated me right, he took care of me and anything that i could ask for he gave me. but in all honesty he didn't make me as happy as i know someone else could. (i know i should refrain from even talking about this bull but i'm a little ticked and under the influence hah -- what else is new?) realistically someone else was making me happier. someone else was constantly putting a smile on my face.

i don't give a fuck about how much money you make- i make my own money. what you can buy me? i buy my own shit, or what you have to offer? seriously i just want a dude who's company i enjoy more than anything, someone who is my own little getaway, someone i can talk to for hours about nothing at all, just be comfortable with, someone who can make me laugh non-stop, fix everything with just a few words.. i know most people are like bullll.. but seriously that's all i look for in a dude. i like to be on that independent woman status so i take care of myself. but of course at the same time i have to like you. duh! but i don't ask for much

Sunday, December 7, 2008


yayeee pac-man !

its okay, you're still hella sexy! -- -Oscar de la sexy

feel good music when i'm sick, dying.

s: this morning i woke up drenched in sweat. it was NASTY!
j: yeah i went into your room to get your keys and it was hot as fuck. you were sleeping. you looked cute though.

awh i love you joey poo.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

my FRIDAY: highlights

- not until last night did i realize that i hate riding the ferry
+ plies: "put it on ya"
+ i cooked :)
+ marian shane, joey, ricky & little mia
+ watching mia climb alll over the counter
+ "its ok i don't live here."
+ mongos
+ "are you trying to get me drunk?" "no, i can't. you're a professional"
+ watching drunk people walk around the mongos parkinglot with an almost empty bottle of crown chasing it with vitamin water
+ damn white boy
+ late night jack in the box
+ "please don't mention my name when you get home, i don't want your man to know I got you drunk."
+ i love my little skomo.
- & im fucking dying sick.

Friday, December 5, 2008


damn i'm bored! hurry up everyone get off work!

party at my dad's house
just playing

Thursday, December 4, 2008


this makes me laugh -- hella creeper!!

my week.

Horoscope for Gemini

In order to move forward into your future, you have to be willing to let go and see the world from a new set of eyes & a fresh new perspective. It's important that you understand that only you can limit your true potential & possibilities... That means being willing to let go of the reasons & excuses you might be holding onto that are preventing you from becoming what you've been born to be.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

thought: no regrets

"Couple mistakes here and there not always right, but I'm always real that's how I sleep at night. and that might not be what you call perfect, but it's MY life!" --- get it right


Baby Long as you know that I could have any man I want to
Baby that's actual and factual
But still I choose you to be with me
And work on me so you better not flake it up

Well you want my heart
And all my time
Well it won't be there if you can't deal with my mind
Cause a girl like me
I won't stand for less
I require plenty conversation with my sex

tell me why this morning i woke up hella happy .

the spirit of giving

On my way home this morning i was listening to the radio moving 92.5 and there was a lady on there. Last night she lost $240.00 and was asking if anyone had seen it. I thought the whole thing was stupid crazy, but i started to feel bad. she was crying and everything. she was like "i'm a single mom and i really need the money i couldn't even sleep last night... " anyways cut to the chase.. people started to call in and e-mail donating money.. they said that they ended up raising way over her $240. damn that's amazing.. i love it.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

i'm in love

do it to me. :)

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Ecclesoastes 3

The Holy Bible: King James Version. 2000.
A Time for Everything

To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
a time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

i call this the perfect definition of life.

this year i'm thankful for :

+ my amazingly loving family that is always always there for me
  • momma my best friend
  • daddy puts up with me
  • ej makes me smile
+ my friends-- they keep me going
  • my seattle family
+ little skomo
+ having a job
+ living in a house with two of the best people in the world
+ always having somewhere to go back to -- daddy's house
+ my cell phone aka my life line.

the list of things that i am thankful for in 2008 is endless. this past year i've learned so much about myself and the people choose to surround me. i've meet so many great people this past year and each and everyone of them have made some sort of impact on my life. and they've all played a part in helping me shape myself into the person i am today.. so i am most thanful for all the wonderful people who have crossed my path this year.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

im happy

+ fucking baby
+ wuddup "who the hell"
+ sunday night dinners
+ great weekend with good friends
+ QT

... more later

Tuesday, November 18, 2008


sam: dude i do what i want. i'm happy.
marcus: you're the devil.
sam: i know i am

aren't my friends just lovely ?

Monday, November 17, 2008

My life currently

So I've been doing alot of thinking. Sometimes i find my life a little over whelming, but I can't help myself i love good company.

current thoughts:

+ fucking bed
+ successful sunday night dinners with good friends= my seattle family
+ wednesday nights at fusion
- way too much crown
+ fucking baby
+flowers just to see me smile
+ i love monkeys
+ i love shoes: i'm addicted i have a problem
+ dexter, californication, the hills, gossip girl
- i need a new freaking computer
+ my daddy actually misses me :)
+ i love my friends
+ line em' up
+ sammmee baby tell em'
- i miss my little skomo
- i'm not a party girl
+ i'm festive

if you know really know me. then you know exactly what all these points mean.
ahhhh.. my life--- gotta love it!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Maid of Honor

I actually watched the movie Maid of Honor a few weeks ago, but for some reason the other day I was thinking about it and who would you really choose to be your maid of honor? I've randomly asked people just to put them on the spot to ask. and everyone has always came up with someone at an instant. Then I think about myself and I'm like shit I don't know?! I've narrowed it down to two people but still sucks. Alot of the friends I have I consider close all of them have helped me through any and every problem that I've every thrown at them. Damn I've truely been blessed.
Anyways this movie was hella cutesy! Yes I said cutesy.
Fucking Patrick Dempsey!


+ dinner at jae's: good times
+ baltic with sheens -- running into melvin
+ garage with the dudes
- back to baltic: fail boooo-- too much traveling
+ mcdonalds
- cold house
+ baby dui lol
+ in the mix

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

just another wednesday

Well today is Wednesday. Yup, most of you know exactly where to find me.. For some reason no matter what I always end up there. Even when I say, " I'm trying to stay in." heh.. I love it there it's always fun times with good people. Geez its half off your tab can't get any better than that!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

OMG look at this puppy. Please tell me he's hella cute and that you would name is little guy PETER. Yes I said "peter!" I fell in love with him last week and I am currently in the works of convincing my friend to buy him. Honestly I think it just might happen....

-- Good things come to those that wait.

HOLA world.

For those of you who don'tknow me. My name is SAM duh!

obviously.. If you ask anyone I'm as real as it gets. In other words; "Yes, I am a Bitch!" Seriously though that's why so many people love me.

Monday, November 3, 2008


This blog is coming soon.